SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

Hope everyone will enjoy and can add another chapter of sweet memories in their life. It's a celebration for all. Drive safely and be moderate in everything you do.

My Everything

The lonliness of nights alone

the search for strength to carry on

my every hope had seemed to die

my eyes had no more tears to cry

then like the sun shining from up above

you surrounded me with your endless love

and all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray

On bended knee

That you will always be

My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams

are suddenly reality

you've opened up my heart to feel

a kind of love that's truly real

a guiding light that'll never fade

there's not a thing in life that I would ever

 trade

for the love you give and wont let go

I hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in me

the only one that sets me free

and you have made my soul complete

for all time (for all time)

Song by : 98 Degrees

Album : Revelation

H1N1 definitely not over.

The H1N1 'phenomenon' is just a lil bit far from backing up. The nation was hit from the disease for almost 2 months now and total death reported 'til now is nearly 70 people and reported cases with almost 2K people. Each soul was warned to get their butt to the clinic to get a check up if they're facing or dealing with slight fever or any unhealthiness. 

I did went to HKL when the hit was HOT. Not just to have a sneak peek on the situation, but I was accompanying my sis there for a check up. Believe me, it's pack with sick people!! I was to coward to go without mask stuck on my face. So, i grab my sis arm and led the way to Hospimart just right outside the Emergency Dept. 

Hmm..How do I look? Can't see I'm smiling did you? Of course moron!! Feel kinda stupid posing and hoping for a nice pic when there's  piece of filtered cloth strap your nose and mouth. This is my sis, the one who's getting a check up. I'm healthy as a horse that day.

Expected that the disease will hit again for the second round after Raya, when the monsoon strike. That's when people are prone to get sick again. Well, what do you know about God's will?! We should just hope and pray for the outcome to wrap our life in. But don't just be dumb, sit home and do nothing. Crack a lil of our precious brain and be witty. 

Stay healthy everyone!!

Tears.....The Twilight Saga

Yeah, I was back in campus last week. Been a lil' bit busy with class schedule. Dropping and adding subjects. I end up sitting in seniors class cus I made a handful of credit exemption. Lucky me to got approved on all that I applied for. However, class didn't start immediately. So I have too much time on myself, and without my laptop and barely surfing the net. That explain why I didn't update my post. 

As I mentioned, I had too much time for myself. I was all alone in my room, 'sulking' in. "S'okay"-that's all I can say to myself- I have The Twilight Saga with me so bored time are behind me. Instead, I need more time to spare for 'them'. I've been reading The Saga the whole week. From Twilight to Breaking Dawn. Spend 1 and a half day for Twilight, another 1 and a half day for new Moon, as well as Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I was incredibly surprised at myself at one point where I was so deep into the situation when Jacob couldn't stop Bella from choosing Cullens over him, there's a fat, pulp salt water just at the corner of my eyes. 

Shoot!! What the........ I've read the books over a dozen times now and the plot still caught my emotion so strong. I don't have a clue on when will I stop or settling down on The Saga. This is madness!!!

I wish I can hug The Twilight Saga every hour!! Who knows I might get 'in' the story myself!

I didn't even put New Moon for more than an hour when I decide to picking up Eclipse. I know the story by heart but the urge to read the story all over again was so powerful. There's nothing can stop me reading them, yet. Eclipse's is one of my favorite among The Saga, which actually I can't decide which is my exact number one. I had a huge smile when I Bella made it to Jacob's house. I also have a huge smile when Bella feels like a 7 years old when she was send to the border line by Edward and Jacob waited on the other side. I do feel the magic when Billy told the story about the Quileutes Legend. And for most, I cried over Jacob's howl outside the tent when they wait for the newborn. Yes, tears again. Not only tears, I cry over the story. It is a beautiful story. When I finish Eclipse, somehow, I feel a lil' bit glad that I'm not in a relationship, that I'm so, so free to feel what I want towards The Saga. I mean, the character and which I picture Rob as Edward, Taylor as Jacob and of course, Kristen as Bella. 

Breaking Dawn didn't have to wait long for me to get my hands on it.I love Bella and Edward's wedding. The greatest part in Breaking Dawn are when I read Jacob's point of view, Bella describing her vampire experience for the first time, and also the relationship between Renesmee and Jacob. Yes, I admit, there are some tears running down my cheek as I read Breaking Dawn, too. So hard to resist. 

I never regret spending hours with The Twilight Saga. Each time I read them, I gain few perspectives and idea in my own life, like getting myself a better and exciting life myself. The series actually motivate me a lot more on how I see my life would be. It's funny how a story can effect so much in our real life, reality. It's just a story. I can't say it's fantasy, I can't say it's a fairy tale or even a nightmare. It's more than I can picture what it is. I love it not because Robert Pattinson plays Edward Cullen, I love it not because Taylor Lautner plays Jacob Black... Honestly, I love the Saga because how the story was. I owe Stephenie Meyer big for writing an awesome story. They really touched my deep thoughts.

The New Plot

5 subjects now.

Going to get exemption for 3 subject.

Drop 1 subject

Add another 5 subjects.

So, total all is 6 subjects with total credit hour of 17 hours.

Great!!

Save Our Planet

LET'S JUST SPARE A FEW HUMANITY MINUTE IN OUR EVERY DAY LIFE TO CONTRIBUTE IN MAKING THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE IN.

GO GREEN!!

A NEW PLOT IS SLIDING IN MY CHAPTER OF LIFE.

JUST LET IT SLIP, POSITIONING, REPHRASING AND FINALIZING THE DETAILS.

DOESN'T MATTER HOW IT FLOW.

I WILL RUN ALONG WITH IT AND SEE WHAT THE ADVENTURE WAIT FOR ME IN EVERY CORNER.

DON'T WORRY MUCH. JUST NEED TO ACTIVATE MY SYSTEM AGAIN.

KEEP IT IN GOOD SHAPE AND MONITOR IT 24/7.

OF COURSE IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL.

ONLY WHEN IT COMES TO MAKING A DECISION. WHICH I WILL MAKE SURE I HAVE FULL CONTROL ON IT.

WHAT ACTUALLY I'M BABBLING HERE??

UUH...DON'T CARE MUCH

JUST GO WITH THE FLOW......

My Heart

I am finding out that maybe I was wrong

That I've fallen down and I can't do this alone

Stay with me, this is what I need, please?

Sing us a song and we'll sing it back to you

We could sing our own but what would it be without you?

I am nothing now and it's been so long

Since I've heard the sound, the sound of my only hope

This time I will be listening.

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

This heart, it beats, beats for only you

My heart is yours

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (It beats, beats for only you)

My heart is yours (My heart is yours)

This heart, it beats, beats for only you (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

My heart, my heart is yours (Please don't go now, please don't fade away)

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is yours

(Please don't go, please don't fade away) 

(Please don't go now, please don't fade away) My heart is...

Song by Paramore

Album: All We Know Is Falling (2005)

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Sorry....

I've been mentioning a lil' bit too much about My 'TPP'. I have to apologize first. Cus, I'm pretty sure that I will still mention him. I will always do. He's part of me - I mean my life, my thinking - that I can't get rid off. Well, I don't want to be such a hypocrite. Saying this and that even though the story is not quite similar to the real thing. Here's the deal,

First, my post basically based on my everyday life. What come across me, things I've seen, my experience, my imagination, my hopes and things that I wish it can be the way I want it to be.

Second, I can't guarantee that all the post that I made is 100% pure. I might twist things a little here and there to make myself feel good...and look good too.

Third, if you have any doubt, any question(s) or just need to say something, just say it!! I'd love to see a comment or a critic about my post. Leave one or more. I don't care. But I'll appreciate them. It helps thou.

Got it?!

Just an INFO

My 'TPP' = My 'That Particular Person'

My 'TPP' = My Sweetpumpkin

My 'TPP' = My Sweetie

The One and Only

A.L.C.W

Ideal Breakfast

The greatest breakfast of all time. A bowl of cereal+nuts+dried fruits, served with fresh milk. Perfect!!

Second choice would be the same bowl, minus the nuts.

Third, no cereal no nuts. But lots of fruits, cream or yogurt and a slice of bread. Yummy...


Fourth, the very least, a bowl of fresh fruits. Accompanied by nuts. Top it off with cream or yogurt. You might end up eating this all day. 'Cause they're so damn good!



The last one, still good but still the last in 'my list'. Omellete, slice of bread and ermm..hotdog..perhaps??



Bottom line, remember to delight our belly with great food when we woke up every day.
1. Cereal
2. Nuts
3. Dried fruits
4. Fresh fruits
5. Fresh milk
6. Egg (not eggs)

Opposite of Shining Moment

I was having a seriously hard time these few days. I just wanna share it in here. Not to say that I'm so low, but it feels good to just let 'everything' out.

It began when I went out with my sis-in-law last Thursday. I was hoping for a great day that day cus the plan is to watch a movie. Yeah, everything went well. Even the movie was awesome - The Proposal- It was after the movie. We went for window shopping. Gosh!! I wish I could just close my eyes and dart through the grand Times Square main door.

They're everywhere!!!! I was shouting "Go! Disappear!" in my thoughts. Everything came back to me like the horse being let go from the stable. I was wordless, mindless and above all, I feel pain. But I couldn't potray it. Not that time. I glued my game face the whole afternoon. I'm not going to break down in front of every one. Not that moment.

I was in my weak moment. I was down below . I was in agony. A scattered precious painting on the wall, that was impossible to repair. The feeling was unbareable. I tried to embrace everything. Crumple everything to one piece and toss it up, smack it hard so that it will fall far, far away. But things aren't going the way I wanted. I was just wasting my time and effort to squeeze several things that aren't meant to sit side by side.

"Forbidden to remember, terrified to forget"

That's the line I choose and try to make it better..in a pathetic way. I was such a jerk that day. But that's fine. It's normal. I just don't want to stuck like that the rest of eternity. All I'm asking is just for a bit of happiness in facing the mess I put myself in.

Thunder

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why

I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

And I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

Song by Boys Like Girls

Album: Boys Like Girls

This is the Best Description

"I was an empty shell. Like a vacant house-condemned-for months I'd been utterly uninhabitable. Now I was a little improved. The front room was in better repair. But that was all-just the one small piece. He deserved better than that-better than a one-room, falling-down fixer-up-per. No amount of investment on his part could put the back in working order."

Stephenie Meyer, New Moon, pg 216

The Need For Speed.

I was having so much fun last few weeks....with cars....But I have to stay in 'speed limit'. Well, at least I still can drive this fast.

I wanted to go faster but I'll get in trouble for that. For sure my bro will get furious with me. Ooo...he will, 'cause I'm supposed to be tailing him in safe distance. He's in that XTrail.

Of course I have to pandai-pandai tailing him when driving at this speed. He too have the habit of driving on the right lane. Like me. Well, we all love to drive fast.

I was sitting on the back seat. And I was screaming saying "Hit the gas bro, just hit the gas." But the words didn't come out from my mouth, it was in my mind. Such a great car to go at that speed but still steady, it's not shaky. It's Nissan XTrail!! But very big, and the last time I drove it, I was just going around bangsar there, a bit jam and I was so scared that I'll hit other cars, 'cause I couldn't see them, they're so, so small, like ants. "Give way to the bull!"

Well, who actually want to drive 80km'h if the road is so so super cool like this. Night hour is the greatest hour to boost up the adrenaline in the middle of this urban city. AKLEH!!

I'm not the 'night-bug'. It was almost 2 in the morning when I went out to fetch my sis at the National Blood Centre. Hey, I'm a good sis who will do my best to serve whenever my sis or bro need me. Surely, I'm not alone on the road at that hour.

Sometimes, it's fun to just stop by the road and chill out. After 'racing' my sis's Caldina, I said to myself, "Why not just pose with it for a while."

Cars for sale!! Haha..yeah, I wasn't alone that night. Recognized that XTrail? Yeap, that's my bro. Joining me having a chill moment by the road side. It's not lame to hang around with big bro, not if your bro is cool and sporting!! I do chill a lot with my bro here....and my sis-in-law too. We were actually kill the engine just before entering arrival hall at KLIA!!

Sometimes I like to recall back the picture I look every Friday morning since I come here to study. Yah, this is the sign of the beginning of a hectic traffic. 

I was heading to Shah Alam at 7.30am. So, the condition on the road is always expected like this. I'm cool about it.

Doesn't matter it's in the morning or evening, the situation is just the same, any day. But still, I'm cool about it. I have a chance to snap a few picture, at least.

Of course I'm cool about it. I have a Cornetto Sundae to accompany me. By the way, Don't try this kids. It's dangerous. Look how slow I was goin', just to finish my McD's ice cream.

Hey, look. It's the historic Sultan Abdul Samad building. And I get the chance to observed it for quite some times since I stuck in the traffic.

Nicely done highway. Why didn't the Sarawak government upgrade the road in Sarawak like this?? And for me, sure I won't go below 90km/h if the scenario is like this. This is heaven on road!

 

For all you people who are planning to buy a car, or still surveying, or just wanted to have a look, or..maybe just want to test drive, I might be able to help you. Come to M&D World Of Cars in Bangsar. The name says it all. It's a place with cars!! My bro work here. He's my automobile portable dictionary. I usually just simply ask him questions about cars and everythings seems like a peanut to him. In fact, I get a chance to 'feel' the cars there. You just name it, from secondhand local to re-con car, brand new, luxurious cars, supercars, just name it. Spare parts? Servicing? Modifying? Tuning? Just say it. Told ya my bro is my portable dictionary of cars.

By the way, That Kelisa is not for sale. My bro-in-law will get me if I said it is.

You Belong With Me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset

She's going off about something that you said

'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like

And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down

You say you're fine, I know you better than that

Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know?

Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry

And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams

Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time, how could you not know?

Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

You belong with me?

You belong with me

Song by Taylor Swift

Album: Fearless

Sneakers? High heels?

Well, if you ask me, I have to say sneakers. First, they're cool and make you look cool. Second, it's way more comfortable. Third, it's easy to match and still look cool. Fourth, you can get it for just RM20++. Fifth, it's better for our feet. Sixth, seventh, eighth.........

My point is, I just want to say that I love sneakers. Well, now. Before, I never stick to a pair of foot wear. Heels, sandals, shoes, running shoe, but not flip-flop. I care too much about how I look and I burden my feet to carry the responsiblities on that. But now, my red sneakers and I are inseparable. No matter what I wear, I always grab my red sneakers. I feel good every time I put them on. I don't feel intimidated when I saw every girls around me wears heels or sandals or something that says

 "I'm so lovely today". I don't give a damn about it. I just love my sneaker. And I'm going to buy a few pairs of sneakers, with colors.

Don't hate me cus I'm trying to be cool. That's just me. I want to laid back and not bother about being 'lovely'. By the way, sneakers do look good with dress.

7 Steps for Happiness

webMD

Well I guess, the list differ from one person to another. Each of us our won priority right? So, this is just something to share.

Step 1: Find a shared dream for your life together.

[This is good as we can do things and share mind together on some goals. But i'm sure there's still pro and con involved]

Step 2: Ignite (and reignite) a sexual connection.

  [Married couple only. Hahaha. A lil' caresess sometimes are good thou..]

Step 3: Choose each other as your first family.

  [Yeap. I agree. Family always come first. But if we're haven't 'officially' a family, think about it hard will ya?]

Step 4: Learn how to fight right.

  [This is best point ever. I fight a lot. Loudly or silently. The first rule when fighting, make sure your point is strong and reasonable. You have to be a good fighter also. Fight makes me feel good, even if I lost, at least I learn something and tried to stick up for myself. It's okay to shut our mouth when we're stuck in the middle of a tense situation. It doesn't show that you lost. But I picture it as 'thinking seriously']

Step 5: Find a balance between time for two and time for you.

[This is important. Get a quality time to spend together. We certainly need a time of our own. And when comes to your partner, try to make 2 person as one.]

Step 6: Build a best friendship.

 [Absolutely. Don't get all hooked up with the lovey-dovey crap. Chillax once in a while. It'll be more fun and you'll know each other better, no mask at all. Laid back is sometimes good.]

Step 7: Face down a major challenge together.

  [It's like face a battle side by side. Cover each other's back. Comrad-ship are just awesome. Help each other. Give and take few ideas and die trying to solve or conquer the challenge.]