Thunder

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

Today in the blink of an eye I'm holding on to something and I do not know why

I tried

I tried to read between the lines

I tried to look in your eyes

I want a simple explanation

For what I'm feeling inside

I gotta find a way out

Maybe there's a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road

Tell me where to start and tell me something I don't know

Today I'm on my own

I can't move a muscle and I can't pick up the phone

I don't know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass

And longing for the breeze

I need to step outside

Just to see if I can breathe

I gotta find a way out

Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder, and I said

Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors

I don't wanna ever love another

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Yeah I'm walking on a tightrope

I'm wrapped up in vines

I think we'll make it out

But you just gotta give me time

Strike me down with lightning

Let me feel you in my veins

I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road that's taking me to places that I didn't want to go

And I said

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer

Do you know you're unlike any other?

You'll always be my thunder

So bring on the rain

Oh baby bring on the pain

And listen to the thunder

Song by Boys Like Girls

Album: Boys Like Girls

This is the Best Description

"I was an empty shell. Like a vacant house-condemned-for months I'd been utterly uninhabitable. Now I was a little improved. The front room was in better repair. But that was all-just the one small piece. He deserved better than that-better than a one-room, falling-down fixer-up-per. No amount of investment on his part could put the back in working order."

Stephenie Meyer, New Moon, pg 216

The Need For Speed.

I was having so much fun last few weeks....with cars....But I have to stay in 'speed limit'. Well, at least I still can drive this fast.

I wanted to go faster but I'll get in trouble for that. For sure my bro will get furious with me. Ooo...he will, 'cause I'm supposed to be tailing him in safe distance. He's in that XTrail.

Of course I have to pandai-pandai tailing him when driving at this speed. He too have the habit of driving on the right lane. Like me. Well, we all love to drive fast.

I was sitting on the back seat. And I was screaming saying "Hit the gas bro, just hit the gas." But the words didn't come out from my mouth, it was in my mind. Such a great car to go at that speed but still steady, it's not shaky. It's Nissan XTrail!! But very big, and the last time I drove it, I was just going around bangsar there, a bit jam and I was so scared that I'll hit other cars, 'cause I couldn't see them, they're so, so small, like ants. "Give way to the bull!"

Well, who actually want to drive 80km'h if the road is so so super cool like this. Night hour is the greatest hour to boost up the adrenaline in the middle of this urban city. AKLEH!!

I'm not the 'night-bug'. It was almost 2 in the morning when I went out to fetch my sis at the National Blood Centre. Hey, I'm a good sis who will do my best to serve whenever my sis or bro need me. Surely, I'm not alone on the road at that hour.

Sometimes, it's fun to just stop by the road and chill out. After 'racing' my sis's Caldina, I said to myself, "Why not just pose with it for a while."

Cars for sale!! Haha..yeah, I wasn't alone that night. Recognized that XTrail? Yeap, that's my bro. Joining me having a chill moment by the road side. It's not lame to hang around with big bro, not if your bro is cool and sporting!! I do chill a lot with my bro here....and my sis-in-law too. We were actually kill the engine just before entering arrival hall at KLIA!!

Sometimes I like to recall back the picture I look every Friday morning since I come here to study. Yah, this is the sign of the beginning of a hectic traffic. 

I was heading to Shah Alam at 7.30am. So, the condition on the road is always expected like this. I'm cool about it.

Doesn't matter it's in the morning or evening, the situation is just the same, any day. But still, I'm cool about it. I have a chance to snap a few picture, at least.

Of course I'm cool about it. I have a Cornetto Sundae to accompany me. By the way, Don't try this kids. It's dangerous. Look how slow I was goin', just to finish my McD's ice cream.

Hey, look. It's the historic Sultan Abdul Samad building. And I get the chance to observed it for quite some times since I stuck in the traffic.

Nicely done highway. Why didn't the Sarawak government upgrade the road in Sarawak like this?? And for me, sure I won't go below 90km/h if the scenario is like this. This is heaven on road!

 

For all you people who are planning to buy a car, or still surveying, or just wanted to have a look, or..maybe just want to test drive, I might be able to help you. Come to M&D World Of Cars in Bangsar. The name says it all. It's a place with cars!! My bro work here. He's my automobile portable dictionary. I usually just simply ask him questions about cars and everythings seems like a peanut to him. In fact, I get a chance to 'feel' the cars there. You just name it, from secondhand local to re-con car, brand new, luxurious cars, supercars, just name it. Spare parts? Servicing? Modifying? Tuning? Just say it. Told ya my bro is my portable dictionary of cars.

By the way, That Kelisa is not for sale. My bro-in-law will get me if I said it is.

You Belong With Me

You're on the phone with your girlfriend, she's upset

She's going off about something that you said

'Cause she doesn't get your humor like I do

I'm in the room, it's a typical Tuesday night

I'm listening to the kind of music she doesn't like

And she'll never know your story like I do

But she wears short skirts, I wear T-shirts

She's Cheer Captain and I'm on the bleachers

Dreaming about the day when you wake up and find

That what you're looking for has been here the whole time

If you could see that I'm the one who understands you

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You, you belong with me, you belong with me

Walking the streets with you and your worn-out jeans

I can't help thinking this is how it ought to be

Laughing on a park bench, thinking to myself

Hey, isn't this easy?

And you've got a smile that could light up this whole town

I haven't seen it in a while since she brought you down

You say you're fine, I know you better than that

Hey, what ya doing with a girl like that?

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time how could you not know?

Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

Oh, I remember you driving to my house in the middle of the night

I'm the one who makes you laugh when you know you're 'bout to cry

And I know your favorite songs and you tell me 'bout your dreams

Think I know where you belong, think I know it's with me

Can't you see that I'm the one who understands you?

Been here all along, so why can't you see?

You belong with me

Standing by and waiting at your back door

All this time, how could you not know?

Baby, you belong with me, you belong with me

You belong with me

Have you ever thought just maybe

You belong with me?

You belong with me

Song by Taylor Swift

Album: Fearless

Sneakers? High heels?

Well, if you ask me, I have to say sneakers. First, they're cool and make you look cool. Second, it's way more comfortable. Third, it's easy to match and still look cool. Fourth, you can get it for just RM20++. Fifth, it's better for our feet. Sixth, seventh, eighth.........

My point is, I just want to say that I love sneakers. Well, now. Before, I never stick to a pair of foot wear. Heels, sandals, shoes, running shoe, but not flip-flop. I care too much about how I look and I burden my feet to carry the responsiblities on that. But now, my red sneakers and I are inseparable. No matter what I wear, I always grab my red sneakers. I feel good every time I put them on. I don't feel intimidated when I saw every girls around me wears heels or sandals or something that says

 "I'm so lovely today". I don't give a damn about it. I just love my sneaker. And I'm going to buy a few pairs of sneakers, with colors.

Don't hate me cus I'm trying to be cool. That's just me. I want to laid back and not bother about being 'lovely'. By the way, sneakers do look good with dress.

7 Steps for Happiness

webMD

Well I guess, the list differ from one person to another. Each of us our won priority right? So, this is just something to share.

Step 1: Find a shared dream for your life together.

[This is good as we can do things and share mind together on some goals. But i'm sure there's still pro and con involved]

Step 2: Ignite (and reignite) a sexual connection.

  [Married couple only. Hahaha. A lil' caresess sometimes are good thou..]

Step 3: Choose each other as your first family.

  [Yeap. I agree. Family always come first. But if we're haven't 'officially' a family, think about it hard will ya?]

Step 4: Learn how to fight right.

  [This is best point ever. I fight a lot. Loudly or silently. The first rule when fighting, make sure your point is strong and reasonable. You have to be a good fighter also. Fight makes me feel good, even if I lost, at least I learn something and tried to stick up for myself. It's okay to shut our mouth when we're stuck in the middle of a tense situation. It doesn't show that you lost. But I picture it as 'thinking seriously']

Step 5: Find a balance between time for two and time for you.

[This is important. Get a quality time to spend together. We certainly need a time of our own. And when comes to your partner, try to make 2 person as one.]

Step 6: Build a best friendship.

 [Absolutely. Don't get all hooked up with the lovey-dovey crap. Chillax once in a while. It'll be more fun and you'll know each other better, no mask at all. Laid back is sometimes good.]

Step 7: Face down a major challenge together.

  [It's like face a battle side by side. Cover each other's back. Comrad-ship are just awesome. Help each other. Give and take few ideas and die trying to solve or conquer the challenge.]

You'll understand

I DON'T KNOW IF THIS IS IT.

BUT,

I FEEL OKAY.

I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY.

Ooops...be careful!

I don't know if I'm always on danger line or not. I am up for challenge, but taking risk that you already know it is in front of you is way easier that the unexpected one. I didn't realize that all this while, I am standing on the tiniest line of danger. The 'string' just doing its job, putting on the best performance to keep my weight on it, rather than just snap out. I was wondering if it was Superman's hair I was standing on, and still am standing on.

If that's the case, thanx Superman!

I'm a girl (woman too), who I consider as independent, a-loner and brave. I'm not sticking my nose up, but that's how I feel about myself, all this time and strongly now. Despite all the perception I put on myself, I still fear for my safety. I can't see myself in tense situation. I always picture myself in just ordinary scene. A scene where I always manage to crawl my way out of the mess, a scene where I grasp the situation in my hand, a situation where I put a twitch of smile at the end of the task. I never weighing the danger I might get in.

Ever since I live in this big cities (yah, I live in 2-3 place), I barely just sit down and chill out. I'm always on the go, except when I'm on the net, I'll sit hours browsing and surfing what's cool and new. I walk alone, travel alone and I live alone (hardly). Last night, I was with someone, who I just knew at the agency.He's one of the trainer there, so I didn't think much. He accompanied me from the agency to my car,which I parked on level 3 Maju Junction. It's Saturday night and almost 11pm. The street was loud and happening. Maju Junction was closed and we round the placeto find the excess to get in.Level 3, the food court was dark and soulless. Creepy. It all went smooth. I drove home and stop by at McD's drive-thru.

This morning, I saw 2 accident on my way to my bro's. The first one involving around 5 to 6 cars. A Kenari was up side down in the drain, and other car was dented everywhere. I saw a couple of people sobbing, wiping their eyes. I didn't get the whole situation clearly 'cause I was trying to not focusing on the 'crime scene'. Another one was a Kembara, in the middle of the road in front on CIMB Damansara. Not so nasty like the first one that I saw. But still, shits happen. Those were the trigger to my brain. Suddenly my brain was busy working on the files that kept all the data of my driving skills and records and also experience.

I was sorry for a while, for myself. I should take more attention to myself, on what I was doing, where I am, and the action I do. Hmmmm......

Before It's Too Late

I wander through fiction to look for the truth

Buried beneath all the lies

and I stood at a distance

To feel who you are

Hiding myself in your eyes

And

Hold on before it's too late

We'll run till we leave this behind

Don't fall just be who you are

It's all that we need in our lives

And the risk that might break you

Is the one that would save

A life you don't live is still lost

So stand on the edge with me

Hold back your fear and see

Nothing is real 'til it's gone

So live like you mean it

Love 'til you feel it

It's all that we need in our lives

So stand on the edge with me

Hold back your fear and see

Nothing is real 'til it's gone

It's all that we need in our lives

It's all that I need in my life

Song by Goo Goo Dolls
Album: Transformers: Revenge Of The Fallen OST

Love Is Worth The Fall

I can almost believe that you’re real

And its love in my heart I can feel

But there’s something between us 

I can’t seem to get through it all

If I could only read your mind

I would know how to save you this time 

With love, love is worth the fall

If I could only save the day 

Here in your world I could stay

For love, love is worth the fall

Show me the way let me see

Into your soul let me breath

I will wait through the ages 

And watch you sleep straight through the night

Sleep, darling sleep 

Dream, darling dream

Hope in those dreams I’m here

Love, love is worth the fall

I see you right there and you’re smiling

Only in your bed 

That’s my love

Its better learnt lesson when nothing is said

I lay down beside you here 

I do it for love, love is worth the fall

Love, love is worth the fall

(Its better learnt lesson when nothing is said)

Love, love is worth the fall

Love, love is worth it all

Song by OAR

I'm Cool

People think you are a dark heart person, but if you're expressing your style, and it's all you, then it's completely cool! 

Emotional and Gothic is just a style, people don't realize it, forget what they think and be you!

NOBODY

I kinda thought so.....duhh...I know I am being difficult. It's okay. I'll survive.

Vampire

What is actually Vampire? A creature? Human? Magical and supernatural creature? I was getting myself deep into this clan....Here's something good to share.

Vampires are mythological or folkloric beings who subsist by feeding on the life essence (generally in the form of blood) of living creatures. Although typically described as undead, a vampire could be a living person.  the term vampire was not popularised until the early 18th century, after an influx of vampire superstition into Western Europefrom areas where vampire legends were frequent, such as the Balkans and Eastern Europe. This increased level of vampire superstition in Europe led to mass hysteria and in some cases resulted in corpses actually being staked and people being accused of vampirism.

According to some sources, living vampires could 

be sorcerers or witches (such as some types of strigoi), or the result of a demonic contract (such as the Penanggalen and Loogaroo).

In modern times, however, the vampire is generally held to be a fictitious entity, although belief in similar vampiric creatures such as thechupacabra still persists in some cultures. Early folkloric belief in vampires has been ascribed to the ignorance of the body's process ofdecomposition after death and how people in pre-industrial societies tried to rationalise this, creating the figure of the vampire to explain the mysteries of death. Porphyria was also linked with legends of vampirism in the 20th century and received much media exposure, but this link has since been largely discredited.

The charismatic and sophisticated vampire of modern fiction was born in 1819 with the publication of The Vampyre by John Polidori; the story was highly successful and arguably the most influential vampire work of the early 19th century. However, it is Bram Stoker's 1897 novel Dracula that is remembered as the quintessential vampire novel and provided the basis of the modern vampire legend. The success of this book spawned a distinctive vampire genre, still popular in the 21st century, with books, films, and television shows. The vampire has since become a dominant figure in the horror genre.

Tales of supernatural beings consuming the blood or flesh of the living have been found in nearly every culture around the world for many centuries. Today we would associate these entities with vampires, but in ancient times, the term vampire did not exist; blood drinking and similar activities were attributed to demons or spirits who would eat flesh and drink blood; even the devil was considered synonymous with the vampire. Almost every nation has associated blood drinking with some kind of revenant or demon, or in some cases a deity. In India, for example, tales ofvetalas, ghoul-like beings that inhabit corpses, have been compiled in the Baital Pachisi; a prominent story in the Kathasaritsagara tells of KingVikramāditya and his nightly quests to capture an elusive one. Pishacha, the returned spirits of evil-doers or those who died insane, also bear vampiric attributes. The Ancient Indian goddess Kali, with fangs and a garland of corpses or skulls, was also intimately linked with the drinking of blood. In Egypt, the goddess Sekhmet drank blood.

The Persians were one of the first civilizations to have tales of blood-drinking demons: creatures attempting to drink blood from men were depicted on excavated pottery shards. Ancient Babylonia had tales of the mythical Lilitu, synonymous with and giving rise to Lilith (Hebrew לילית) and her daughters the Lilu from Hebrew demonology. Lilitu was considered a demon and was often depicted as subsisting on the blood of babies. However, the Jewish counterparts were said to feast on both men and women, as well as newborns.

Ancient Greek and Roman mythology described the Empusae, Lamia, and the striges. Over time the first two terms became general words to describe witches and demons respectively. Empusa was the daughter of the goddess Hecate and was described as a demonic, bronze-footed creature. She feasted on blood by transforming into a young woman and seduced men as they slept before drinking their blood. Lamia preyed on young children in their beds at night, sucking their blood, as did the gelloudes or Gello. Like Lamia, the striges feasted on children, but also preyed on young men. They were described as having the bodies of crows or birds in general, and were later incorporated into Roman mythology asstrix, a kind of nocturnal bird that fed on human flesh and blood.