SELAMAT HARI RAYA

MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

Hope everyone will enjoy and can add another chapter of sweet memories in their life. It's a celebration for all. Drive safely and be moderate in everything you do.

My Everything

The lonliness of nights alone

the search for strength to carry on

my every hope had seemed to die

my eyes had no more tears to cry

then like the sun shining from up above

you surrounded me with your endless love

and all the things I couldn't see are now so clear to me

You are my everything

Nothing your love won't bring

My life is yours alone

The only love I've ever known

Your spirit pulls me through

When nothing else will do

Every night I pray

On bended knee

That you will always be

My everything

Now all my hopes and all my dreams

are suddenly reality

you've opened up my heart to feel

a kind of love that's truly real

a guiding light that'll never fade

there's not a thing in life that I would ever

 trade

for the love you give and wont let go

I hope you'll always know

You're the breath of life in me

the only one that sets me free

and you have made my soul complete

for all time (for all time)

Song by : 98 Degrees

Album : Revelation

H1N1 definitely not over.

The H1N1 'phenomenon' is just a lil bit far from backing up. The nation was hit from the disease for almost 2 months now and total death reported 'til now is nearly 70 people and reported cases with almost 2K people. Each soul was warned to get their butt to the clinic to get a check up if they're facing or dealing with slight fever or any unhealthiness. 

I did went to HKL when the hit was HOT. Not just to have a sneak peek on the situation, but I was accompanying my sis there for a check up. Believe me, it's pack with sick people!! I was to coward to go without mask stuck on my face. So, i grab my sis arm and led the way to Hospimart just right outside the Emergency Dept. 

Hmm..How do I look? Can't see I'm smiling did you? Of course moron!! Feel kinda stupid posing and hoping for a nice pic when there's  piece of filtered cloth strap your nose and mouth. This is my sis, the one who's getting a check up. I'm healthy as a horse that day.

Expected that the disease will hit again for the second round after Raya, when the monsoon strike. That's when people are prone to get sick again. Well, what do you know about God's will?! We should just hope and pray for the outcome to wrap our life in. But don't just be dumb, sit home and do nothing. Crack a lil of our precious brain and be witty. 

Stay healthy everyone!!

Tears.....The Twilight Saga

Yeah, I was back in campus last week. Been a lil' bit busy with class schedule. Dropping and adding subjects. I end up sitting in seniors class cus I made a handful of credit exemption. Lucky me to got approved on all that I applied for. However, class didn't start immediately. So I have too much time on myself, and without my laptop and barely surfing the net. That explain why I didn't update my post. 

As I mentioned, I had too much time for myself. I was all alone in my room, 'sulking' in. "S'okay"-that's all I can say to myself- I have The Twilight Saga with me so bored time are behind me. Instead, I need more time to spare for 'them'. I've been reading The Saga the whole week. From Twilight to Breaking Dawn. Spend 1 and a half day for Twilight, another 1 and a half day for new Moon, as well as Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I was incredibly surprised at myself at one point where I was so deep into the situation when Jacob couldn't stop Bella from choosing Cullens over him, there's a fat, pulp salt water just at the corner of my eyes. 

Shoot!! What the........ I've read the books over a dozen times now and the plot still caught my emotion so strong. I don't have a clue on when will I stop or settling down on The Saga. This is madness!!!

I wish I can hug The Twilight Saga every hour!! Who knows I might get 'in' the story myself!

I didn't even put New Moon for more than an hour when I decide to picking up Eclipse. I know the story by heart but the urge to read the story all over again was so powerful. There's nothing can stop me reading them, yet. Eclipse's is one of my favorite among The Saga, which actually I can't decide which is my exact number one. I had a huge smile when I Bella made it to Jacob's house. I also have a huge smile when Bella feels like a 7 years old when she was send to the border line by Edward and Jacob waited on the other side. I do feel the magic when Billy told the story about the Quileutes Legend. And for most, I cried over Jacob's howl outside the tent when they wait for the newborn. Yes, tears again. Not only tears, I cry over the story. It is a beautiful story. When I finish Eclipse, somehow, I feel a lil' bit glad that I'm not in a relationship, that I'm so, so free to feel what I want towards The Saga. I mean, the character and which I picture Rob as Edward, Taylor as Jacob and of course, Kristen as Bella. 

Breaking Dawn didn't have to wait long for me to get my hands on it.I love Bella and Edward's wedding. The greatest part in Breaking Dawn are when I read Jacob's point of view, Bella describing her vampire experience for the first time, and also the relationship between Renesmee and Jacob. Yes, I admit, there are some tears running down my cheek as I read Breaking Dawn, too. So hard to resist. 

I never regret spending hours with The Twilight Saga. Each time I read them, I gain few perspectives and idea in my own life, like getting myself a better and exciting life myself. The series actually motivate me a lot more on how I see my life would be. It's funny how a story can effect so much in our real life, reality. It's just a story. I can't say it's fantasy, I can't say it's a fairy tale or even a nightmare. It's more than I can picture what it is. I love it not because Robert Pattinson plays Edward Cullen, I love it not because Taylor Lautner plays Jacob Black... Honestly, I love the Saga because how the story was. I owe Stephenie Meyer big for writing an awesome story. They really touched my deep thoughts.

The New Plot

5 subjects now.

Going to get exemption for 3 subject.

Drop 1 subject

Add another 5 subjects.

So, total all is 6 subjects with total credit hour of 17 hours.

Great!!

Save Our Planet

LET'S JUST SPARE A FEW HUMANITY MINUTE IN OUR EVERY DAY LIFE TO CONTRIBUTE IN MAKING THE WORLD A BETTER PLACE TO LIVE IN.

GO GREEN!!

A NEW PLOT IS SLIDING IN MY CHAPTER OF LIFE.

JUST LET IT SLIP, POSITIONING, REPHRASING AND FINALIZING THE DETAILS.

DOESN'T MATTER HOW IT FLOW.

I WILL RUN ALONG WITH IT AND SEE WHAT THE ADVENTURE WAIT FOR ME IN EVERY CORNER.

DON'T WORRY MUCH. JUST NEED TO ACTIVATE MY SYSTEM AGAIN.

KEEP IT IN GOOD SHAPE AND MONITOR IT 24/7.

OF COURSE IT'S NOT A BIG DEAL.

ONLY WHEN IT COMES TO MAKING A DECISION. WHICH I WILL MAKE SURE I HAVE FULL CONTROL ON IT.

WHAT ACTUALLY I'M BABBLING HERE??

UUH...DON'T CARE MUCH

JUST GO WITH THE FLOW......