Tears.....The Twilight Saga

Yeah, I was back in campus last week. Been a lil' bit busy with class schedule. Dropping and adding subjects. I end up sitting in seniors class cus I made a handful of credit exemption. Lucky me to got approved on all that I applied for. However, class didn't start immediately. So I have too much time on myself, and without my laptop and barely surfing the net. That explain why I didn't update my post. 

As I mentioned, I had too much time for myself. I was all alone in my room, 'sulking' in. "S'okay"-that's all I can say to myself- I have The Twilight Saga with me so bored time are behind me. Instead, I need more time to spare for 'them'. I've been reading The Saga the whole week. From Twilight to Breaking Dawn. Spend 1 and a half day for Twilight, another 1 and a half day for new Moon, as well as Eclipse and Breaking Dawn. I was incredibly surprised at myself at one point where I was so deep into the situation when Jacob couldn't stop Bella from choosing Cullens over him, there's a fat, pulp salt water just at the corner of my eyes. 

Shoot!! What the........ I've read the books over a dozen times now and the plot still caught my emotion so strong. I don't have a clue on when will I stop or settling down on The Saga. This is madness!!!

I wish I can hug The Twilight Saga every hour!! Who knows I might get 'in' the story myself!

I didn't even put New Moon for more than an hour when I decide to picking up Eclipse. I know the story by heart but the urge to read the story all over again was so powerful. There's nothing can stop me reading them, yet. Eclipse's is one of my favorite among The Saga, which actually I can't decide which is my exact number one. I had a huge smile when I Bella made it to Jacob's house. I also have a huge smile when Bella feels like a 7 years old when she was send to the border line by Edward and Jacob waited on the other side. I do feel the magic when Billy told the story about the Quileutes Legend. And for most, I cried over Jacob's howl outside the tent when they wait for the newborn. Yes, tears again. Not only tears, I cry over the story. It is a beautiful story. When I finish Eclipse, somehow, I feel a lil' bit glad that I'm not in a relationship, that I'm so, so free to feel what I want towards The Saga. I mean, the character and which I picture Rob as Edward, Taylor as Jacob and of course, Kristen as Bella. 

Breaking Dawn didn't have to wait long for me to get my hands on it.I love Bella and Edward's wedding. The greatest part in Breaking Dawn are when I read Jacob's point of view, Bella describing her vampire experience for the first time, and also the relationship between Renesmee and Jacob. Yes, I admit, there are some tears running down my cheek as I read Breaking Dawn, too. So hard to resist. 

I never regret spending hours with The Twilight Saga. Each time I read them, I gain few perspectives and idea in my own life, like getting myself a better and exciting life myself. The series actually motivate me a lot more on how I see my life would be. It's funny how a story can effect so much in our real life, reality. It's just a story. I can't say it's fantasy, I can't say it's a fairy tale or even a nightmare. It's more than I can picture what it is. I love it not because Robert Pattinson plays Edward Cullen, I love it not because Taylor Lautner plays Jacob Black... Honestly, I love the Saga because how the story was. I owe Stephenie Meyer big for writing an awesome story. They really touched my deep thoughts.