Screaming and stomping my feet several times. I was going out of my mind.
Yah, I'm damn shit HAPPY!!! It was yesterday late afternoon. When I picked up the phone, I didn't think twice on what I was doing. I just simply hit the 'call' button when my TPP's name appear. I thought I'll be disappointed, but hell no!!! I'm thrilled to hear his voice after quite sometime. At least I know that things are well, that things aren't as bad as I always think. I cried out for this person, ramming my mind about the shit happened. I loaded my brain with things about this person, smiling and covering my face even there's no one looking, every time I recall back the sweet moment I shared with my TPP.
Dumb, I know, I am a schmuck!! But what else I can do?? Tell me about it. I know I've said that I've moved on, I even admit that I lied to myself once in a while. I know deep down, I still couldn't let go of this. I don't care if it will put me next to agony... If that's the price I have to pay. I don't care. I just have to have my TPP in a bit part of my tangled life. He'll make it more interesting and adventurous. I've always love you...my TPP.
I miss you a lot.
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